Ingat senang mo menari?

Sa macam tidak percaya bila diberitahu yang sa dipilih untuk menari tarian Melayu asli di mana ni la tarian yang kalau boleh memang mo dielakkan. Mungkin ada hikmah disebaliknya. Ada sebab kenapa sa tidak mo menari tarian Melayu asli ni..salah satu sebabnya ialah..tarian penuh dengan kelembutan..keayuan..tatatertib orang Melayu yang sememangnya mengambil masa yang agak panjang untuk feel tarian ni. Jalan kena slow2 yang teramat..mata kena sentiasa tengok ke bawah..jangan sesekali bertentangan mata dengan lelaki.Lainlah kalau tarian Etnik Kreatif. Tarian jenis begini tangkas..buka langkah luas2 tidak kira lelaki mahupun pereampuan. Kena berlari ke sana sini..dari utara, timur, barat dan selatan. Sa memang kena struggle 3 kali ganda sebab sa tidak pernah langsung menari tarian jenis begini..bukan genre ku... Jiwa sa lebih kepada K-pop..yang ada fast beat.ala2 MJ gitu..wah!

Hectic Months

Tomorrow is 20th June. That mean s there's 10 days left before July. I started busy from the second week of May. A week after my last paper for 5th Semester. 8 May was suppose an audition for dance competition that will be held at Kuching in Sarawak. But then the audition turn into practiced. We break from practice to give a way for the member that celebrating the Festival Kaamatan. 

On 5th June, got a sudden call..there's a practice..but not for the dance competition but for Rumah Terbuka Hari Kaamatan Peringkat Negeri Sabah. The show was in on 11th June..OMG!!! The next day, i bought a news paper, according to the passage from news paper there's 1000 people including students from elementary, high school, universities, college, and  organizations..Wow!! Amazing..broke the record!! LOL!! We practiced  almost a week..from days until night..some of us including me got a transport problem..thank God that there's a generous people willing to give us a ride. P/S: Allowance..$$$!!

14 June, practice for the dance competition continue and at the same time me and the other dance club members need to practice for Festival Kaamatan that was held at our college...huh!! exhausted but fun!! In that week, we not only practice for two events but need to open dance club booth for newregistration for new intake May 20011!! Only God know on how we were able to manage our time... Coming soon activity..performance for Sport Days!! for sure..the practice for dance competition will begin on Monday and of course dance practice for sport Days performance!! 

Happy father's Day!

:-(

I'm sorry I have to say this. Forgive me. When a bunch people like it but u don't..I shut my mouth even my heart asking me thousands of why. U didn't mention it clearly in front of me but every line of the words gave the hint and really hit me. All I can do is just listening, remain calm, pretend to be cool, keep silent and stay patiently. Support me although u doesn't like it because this is the way I am.

It's The Day!!!!

I still can't believe until now that WE ALL MADE IT!!!!! THE DREAM COME TRUE!!! Kyaaayyyyyyyy!!!!! ^^ There are 3 kinds of songs that we used for the show that is I've Got That Boom Boom, Nobody, & Run Devil Run. For the first song, I didn't remember too much with the steps because the choreography were finished a day before the performance. I didn't have so much time to memorize the steps plus the tired from practicing. As soon as I arrived at home..I'm not directly to go on bed but need to eat my dinner, take my shower, and so on. At last what can I do after that? Sleepy. The next day for my morning class..I slept in the class while the lecturer lecturing in front. The worst part was..there's only 15 students attended to the class and I can't hide my sleepy feeling until I really don't care what will happen next if I just keep sleeping in the class. Lucky the lecturer never say a word and he just keep lecturing but the funny part was he also yawn and said that he also feel so boring. If he the one who lecturing in front felt boring..the listeners like me and the other students would of course feel the same too but really...really boring..! I just paid too much attention with my Run Devil Run dance steps..LOL!! But thank God that I manage to catch up the steps and continue to dance...who cares because when performing...anything can happen..what will happen it will happening.

Run Devil Run...my favorite part. I use the opportunity as good as I can. I assume that the opportunity will come once in a life time. Haha!! (^^,) I can feel the aura when I was performing. The cheers from the students/audiences were also helping me very much!! I like that!

Well...I hope that, they learned something new through this experience and exposure. At the same time hoping that they will replace us for some day....not now..but in the future..I just wait...and wait..keep waiting..not only me...for sure...the other senior members too might thinking the same as I do. Not to forget to my chingu Mat because giving us the opportunity to show the different side of us and also can prove that our dance club able to dance in variety of dances. Don't want to show off because that's not my intention but at least can change people's perception and open eyes about their thought to dance club.

A Day Before The day!!!!

Today is the last day of practice. I never realize that the time pass so fast. In a blink of the eyes..the day that me and the other dance club members been waiting for is finally come..that is tomorrow!! 

It will be the last performance in this month because after this..I will focusing on my final examination that is about two weeks more!! Well may be hang out hang out with my friends first release the burden, stress, pressure....and and and and and.....yeah..let's just do it..!! But before that, lets finish one by one. 

Yawwwnnnnn~~~~!!!!!!! Good Night!!

It's the Third day of practice-RDR

Omo! Omo! There's one day left before the real performance. Today is rehearsal. 

From my observation..the first question in my mind was what should I do with them? Some of them can make their moves..I can see two persons only. The rests..they need to work very hard. With the interest that u got is doesn't enough if u are not showing that u are really trying to show the best as u can. 

I'll do the best as I can to help them .

Feel the song, follow the beat, get into character, energetic.....what else? Don't just depending on other people. I admit that I'm a perfectionist but in this case..I understand the real problem. No offense. 

Be optimist!! You can do this!!

Second Day of Dance Practice-RDR

It's early 1am when I'm typing on my blog. Yesterday was very tiring day. My body hurt especially my foot. Using a lot of energy (well..not only me for sure). I'm lil bit relieved because the choreograph is already finished. Chughae!! Chughae!! My personal comments:Their movements need to be polish so that it will looks sharp. Their self-confidence need to be build up so that they are able to show their facial expressions when they are dancing. They need to be in the CHARACTER. What should I do to make this things happen? They are still new and most of them are their first time in their life in dancing..no need to be harsh with them..I understand that because I'd been in their shoes before. The nervous, worries, scares, shy and so on blend together. It's their first performance and participation!!! It must be tough for them...kekeke ^^. hmmm...(--,) There's only 2 days left for practice. Tomorrow will be the rehearsal and the next day..SHOW TIME!! Thank God that all my assignments were already done and sent. If not..eotteohge?...LOL
 

Like A Dream Come True!!

Today is my first day teaching dance to the other dance club members...not only me but also with my chingu Aiman...It's Run Devil Run dance steps!! Most of of them are new members. Welcome to the club..:D Kyayyyyy!!!!!!!!! I have to admit that it felt a little bit awkward and shy..hihi^^..because that was my first time teaching the choreograph from RDR..step by step.. Although it was tough for me..but the passions conquer all. I really appreciate the opportunity that have been given to both of us..thanks to Mat..kamsahanmida!!!

Thank You...kamsahanmida!!

This lately in this week...I didn't get enough sleep. Too much of thinking and too much of worries. No wonder I fall in sick...not fall in love..LOL!! I suppose to be and to feel grateful that nothing bad happened. Thank God that nobody to get involved. I don't mind and I accept that if the only me who get involved...let me be the only one who carry the burden...I'm so worried..worried that if they are also drag in too until i can't sleep. I woke early in the morning..the first thing that appeared in my mind was..that!!! Too much worry about other people until I don't care about myself..well..it's ok..as long as they don't get hurt and see the smile on their face..that's make me feel happy to see them like that..no pain..no tears..

Talent with no attitude or attitude with no talent?

Talent is a gift from God..but if we take for granted with our attitude it won't take you further because the people will slowly sick with you. Don't take advantage with the talent that you have because if you don't behave yourself  be ready to be eliminated. Change now before regrets. Life no regrets!

I'm just feel so poor with this person because you know..and sometimes...mmm..maybe most of the times I feel so angry and yahh...ughhh! no words can describe it. This person should be thankful that this person still have the opportunity and still given a chance...this person should appreciate it..well at least say..kamsahanmida! but errmmm..will this person realize??? that's the question mark.....

I always remind myself that be humble..don't just say it but must prove it. Just saying without act for me it's like a daydreaming...our lips can say many things and can create so much stories just like few stories in a film...LOL but to prove it....? hoho! i don't think they will dare to do it...hmmm...